I woke up this morning on the roof of a house in Belize (Albert, the principals). A bird woke me up with its annoying caw every minute sort of like a nature alarm clock (annoying!!).
I am feeling:
- pumped for the Mayan ruins
- lonely... missing Steve and friends back home
- missing family..
- miss getting hyper, feeling loved and worthy to be listened to
- confused about where I am going to go for university
Redeemer sounded fine till Amy pointed out that I should probably go to a ministry school – which is less expensive but is farther away from Steve
- I am afraid to become uber-spiritual, to freak my family out (this might be about me being ashamed again)
...afraid to go to God because of what he might say or ask me to do
...afraid to lose Steve, afraid it was the wrong decision to get into a relationship before I left
Things I did today:
- Mayan Ruins
- Subway
- gave $ to sugar cane men ($200 - 300)
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