Monday, April 2, 2007

Just woke up, Worst sleep ever (April 2, 2007)

I have woken up to the call of a wild bird and rain. I am sitting beside Meg on the porch. My ringworm is going away...

Feeling...
Tired - physically: went to bed really late

spiritually: I skipped the evening church service for a movie
- I took very little out of morning devos
- This morning kept trying to sleep in even though I said I would do devos
All of these things were caused because of media, I was watching the movie, or putting music onto my computer from another.

Direct my footsteps according to your word; let no sin rule over me. Psalm 119:133

After Devos...

I came here for God -> not to watch movies, or to listen to music
- I was selfish, let myself go before God
- ignoring my devos time

I need to pray for the children, for the VBS tomorrow – pray for a specific face or word, to have an eye to eye conversation with one of these children, to say something worth while

I am thankful for my back home and for all that I have here – my experiences

Because your love is better than life: I need to realize this, to stop putting him off -> to go where/when I am called

Psalm 46:10 – Be still and know that I am God

- pray about my future / my summer job
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Later on that day...

It is now 8:10 pm and I am sitting here on my bed listening to whip it. Oh 80's. I have learned a few other things today. For example, at lunch, I stumbled into a conversation with Mr. K. We talked about that day when he told me his vision. I told him that I thought it was really random. I asked him if he thinks that is going to be my future career, or at least what he thinks the significance of him telling me that is. He told me that the purpose of a vision is to give to a look into the future, a glimpse, and the only way for this vision to not come to be would be if I didn't follow God's direction for my life. He told me that it wasn't saying that my future job will be a camp counselor and that when this happens in my life I just need to call him. I really don't know what the significance of this is, but Mr. K has been accurate in things in my life that only God could have told him before, so yea, we shall see what happens. The funny thing was that his vision was so clear. He told me that the dock was on the left side of the water. That the camp was in northern Ontario. The kids were swimming in a closed off area in yellow and orange life jackets. He said the water had a little ripple, and that there was coniferous trees surrounding. He told me that he could even tell me the colour of my bathing suit. Whatever this is... we shall see what happens.

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